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Smoke and Logic

 I call it SMOKE and LOGIC Part 1: You’re keeping score on a board I can’t see  Looking for a winner where no one should be  I’m talking to walls that don’t have any ears  You’re counting the logic, I’m counting the years  You wanted a puzzle to solve and to break  But I’m just a heart that you managed to take  Now solitude sits on the edge of the bed  Writing down words that were never quite said You say that you’re taming the beast in the chest  Turning my hope into quiet distress  You analyze touches and study the kiss  Tell me, did logic predict it like this? Part 2: So put on the dress, let it drag on the floor  Light up your cigarette, lock up the door  I don’t need a reason to want you tonight  I just want to breathe on your neck till it’s light  Hot or cold, baby, the temp doesn’t matter  As long as the silence between us can shatter  I just want you to be there You bring me the coffee, you offe...

3/3/2026

Date: 3/3/26 Time: 12.29 pm Yesterday was a very stressful day and I was very restless. I called Dev and Satwik to talk to, it was a bit helpful but still not so much I was stressing too much on the bad interview and it just went so bizarre  Threw all the garbage out yesterday, finally, after 2 weeks of collection Did some notes for psychology optional  Spent a lot of time in just scrolling insta and youtube.  The weirdest thing happened at night - I woke up at around 5.30ish in the morning and Felt like that I would sleep till the alarm at 7/7.45  the moment I closed my eyes I heard a whisper - "Akhil" and I frantically woke up and played hanuman chalisa on phone, I was shocked and but the bhajan calmed me down. and I was able to return to sleep.  woke up bit lazily and now I am back on the table to study I have a R2 at Adobe today. Hoping it will go well.  I just feel like leaving this company - it is so bad. the culture is abysmal and it just is too mund...